I want another one...

It's true. I want another baby. While I know that I am in absolutely no position to even think about having another child, my heart wants what it wants (did I just quote Woody Allen??). As kiddo gets older (by the minute, it seems), I am feeling more and more yearning for a little one again. Our little family is feeling incomplete to me. With each passing day, this feeling I have that someone is missing  grows stronger. But how could I possibly take on another child? Financially, I struggle with just one child! Those 5 years of paying for full-time day care almost killed me. I am just starting to dig out from under the credit card debt I accumulated  over that time period. What I'd really love to do is stay home and be a foster parent. I am feeling really pulled toward doing that, and increasingly unhappy at my job (which is a whole other post). But unless I win the lottery (which would truly be miraculous, since I don't even play it), it ain't gonna happen...