Just saw my soon to be ex-job listed on monster.com. Ouch. It comes in waves, the bad feelings. It's sadness, some anger, mostly humiliation. I am happy to be leaving this job. However, that is way overshadowed by the way I am leaving. I have never been fired from a job in my life. It really hurts. What hurts the most is the knowing that I did this to myself.
In good news, the job interview I have scheduled has been moved up to early next week! And I found another good looking job yesterday that I have applied for. So things are ok. Still feel so crappy though. A big part of me wants to just crawl under a rock and die. Another part of me feels optimistic, and excited about the upcoming job interview. Good thing I'm going to go see my shrink today. It will be hard, but I am going to tell her the whole truth. I have to talk about this with someone. Can't tell my friends or family, that's for sure.
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